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2007-06-21T17:44:00.000-10:00

This week there has been a very important issue going around school.....WORK EXPERIANCE...thats next week but me and jodi cant go to it because saint marys cant take us at that particular time so we are going next week....

Tafe is coming to an end which sucks because its my only relife from school...
after a few little mishaps i dont think kris is going to let me come back even though what happened isnt as serious as everyone thinks im rather upset awell...

next term everything is going to get 100% more serious and im dont know how im going to be able to cope..

COURT

2007-06-14T18:05:00.000-10:00

Today at tafe we went to court, the case was how a husband (paul) raped his wife (me) after a night drinking with the boys...he was told to leave and never come back by his wife but after drinking with the boys he comes in and gets into bed with his wife....then starts fondelling her under the blankets, she then wakes up and realises what he is doing but she doesnt want it so she tries to push him off but he is to strong.........then the next morning she tells her best friend what happened and he says it isnt true....the case then goes to court.. he gets charged with two counts of sexual intercourse without consent...the defence then questions each witness and so does the prosecution...then after all that is finished the matter goes out to the jury and they decide the verdict..
for us today it was a very good process and i enjoyed it very much except when the verdict of not guilty was read out... i think next time i need better lawyers.... no offence guys..
but i understood everything which is a big step for me and i think i did ok being the victim its very scary imagine if it was real...♥♥•♥♥•

2007-06-14T17:37:00.000-10:00

well TODAY mock court it was so much fun.....although i think that i totally screwed my part up......but hey im not really a rape victim so u have at least gotta give me credit i mean its hard...
pretending to be raped by paul was the runniest thing i have ever done, on the way home we got "lost" haha so yes but anyway other than that my week has been normal school, basketball, work ya know ithe usual things, u know what things today have been very unuasual i mean all the girls are in a good mood mainly because we had the mock court... it was very exciting a real court room and everything...at lunch we had wedges and sour cream and sweet chilli sauch it was very delicious....that was my day so far this afternoon we are going down town to do some shopping yay me and the girls...it shall be good fun... anyways im going to uipload photos of our day hopefully so yeh

2007-06-10T22:28:00.000-10:00

Well it has been awhile

I cant believe the last time that i wrote on here was for assertiveness, that was ages ago well i guess it has been ages since i last attended tafe gosh i missed it but things come up...don't they...

well to bring u updated

I AM THE VICTIM IN OUR RAPE MOCK COURT...thanks to my brilliant acting (bullshit)

anyways...i dont have much going on in life at the mo but i might shortly if luck goes my way...anways its nearly all over for this year at tafe and im very upset......everyone i have met at tafe will stay in my life...they have also contributed to me getting over a few of my problems thanks heaps guys especially you kris...

2007-05-17T18:14:00.000-10:00

What an interesting start to our computer lesson....A major cat fight with a half wit guy...

Today at tafe we went to an art musuem to see some of poppy's work.....poppy is in the photo with me and katie the one of use painting and yeh that was exciting but it was also raining so we got really wet anyways....

On monday it was just me and hayley cuz jodi was sick and that was cool
on tuesday it was all of us agian but then hayley got into a fight and she got suspended which was really funny....
On wednesday me and jodi didnt want to go to school but i ended up going and jodi went home i was by myself but i sat with mindi and some little year 7 boys there so cute.....
umm nothing much happened that day except for sport and it was raining so we went into the stadium and played a game of basketball and after that everyone thought me and zeb were going out cuz he kept hugging me and lifting me up but anyone who new zeb would know that he is always like that...

umm thursday was really relaxing it was just me and jodi and at lunch we just sat and sunbaked it was so good anyways

AND ONTO MY BIG ISSUE FOR TODAY...
Assertive?
what does it mean....It means to be aware of what is going on around u like say if u all wanted to go to the movies to see something but someone chose something u didnt want to see would u lash out? or just say yeh ok ill just come...Assertive is were you tell u point of view upfront instead of everyone walking all over u!!!!

the BIG issue

2007-05-10T17:28:00.000-10:00

BODY IMAGE!!!
body image effects every teenager across the world u may think ur to fat, to skinny, have really hairly legs, have man shoulders....but seriously guys if u were that bad do u think you would have friends...ok this has just came to my mind conversation on the movie mean girls..
you know where they are all talking about what is wrong with there body when basically they are just picking out things were any normal person wouldnt even see and then cadey not thinking properly just goes I HAVE BAD BREATH IN THE MORNING!!
i mean seriously who doesnt have bad breath its a normal body function and not everyone is expected to have good breath in the morning.....im so sick of people bitching about how bad they have it HELLO!! other people have it bad aswell...

just here for a chat

2007-05-10T17:06:00.000-10:00

Another week gone by and another tafe day nearly over!!

Well to start ok, in tafe at the moment we are thinking about holding a mock court up at the uni i think that is a great idea and i reckon it will be heaps of fun!!
personally i want to be the judge but we will have to wait and see what is happening so yeh..
ok on with the story so while you guys have been getting on with your life this is what has been happening in mine..
Last saturday night me and kylie went to see spiderman 3 and personally i thought it was good but others that went and saw it thought it was a really corney movie!!
I saw tara there and she was throwing popcorn at us cause we were in the front row shame but yeh..
Today at tafe people from a magazine came and took photos of us and they look shocking well of me they do in the photo that they are going to use hayley has her mouth wide open and it looks really hilarious..
so on with my story, actually thinking about storys here have u eva been bored and ritten a complete rubbish story i can put my hand up for that one i have done that many times and they have all been really really bad but anywhome..
What else have i got to say hmmmm...
oh I GOT A JOB YAY!!!
its not at a very good store but its money and thats all i care about lol,
ok so last saturday i met this guy called rowan and he was really nice and we have kept in common since then which is good but yeh umm i dont know what else to write my life is pretty boring at the moment.....
so im gunna go and check out other peoples blogs and see what i can add to mine so ciao

2007-05-03T18:03:00.000-10:00

another eventful week!! NOT!!??

this week we had our sports carnival and it was SHIT me and hayley were going to go in the tug of war but something came up and we missed it which sucked but yeh this week i had a major fight with my boyfriend and i was about to brake up with him but then something happened and we were also going to go into the running but we had to leave to get to tafe hayley only did one race and me and jodi cheered her on!!!!
nothing else really happened school is so overated in year ten everyone is like its hard but its really easy i think!!!!

anyways cioa for now write to u next week
my adoring fans lol

over and out!!

back to tafe woot woot!!

2007-04-26T18:38:00.000-10:00

IM BAKKKKKK!!!!

Here to annoy all for another term what fun we are going to have!!!
ok so i was slack during the holidays cuz as i promised myself i was going to write to this every day i totally got mixed up with the riffal raffel of my hectic world and forgot about u lonely people who sit at home and read my blog each week , my advice to u is GET A LIFE im not being mean im being realistic i mean u sit at home reading my blog about my life wishing why dont i have a life like that?
answer to ur question because ur reading my blog instead of going out and doing things i mean seriously do u want to end up lonely? no thats what i thought so get urself a life now!!

ok enough about u now about me
my holidays were awesome my best friend amber came up for the holidays and we caught up and stuff and i spent time with my bestest friend in the whole world kylie i was actually with her for the whole holidays but yeh and i havent done much else we went to grafton for basketball abd we won one and lost two but thats what was expected of us cause all our players were injured so yeh but we did ok next time we will just win win win hopefully lol

anyways post ya next time!!!!

2007-04-06T19:34:00.000-10:00

well its another week,

And another blog we are not at tafe but i promised myself over the holidays i would keep up with the blogging!!!

Im at my besties house kylie and im baby sitting two little kiddies yay(if u have read my blog u should know i love babysitting) jacinta and lachlan are kylies cousins and they are up for easter jacinta<<<> rote his name for u guys to see aswell lol they are so smart that they can write their own names....

well back to the story last week of skool was boring me jodi and hayley waged sport on wednesday afternoon and then all day thursday because skool is such a bludge and on the last two days u clean the classrooms so that they are ready for next term but hey all we missed out on was cleaning and battle of the bands but thats not such a big miss...

On thursday we went to my house to wag and then elliott came over to visit hayley went a bit crazy when elliott came because she gets like that when guys are around i mean come on she just wants one to have sex with thats why she acts so weird around then me and jodi think that when she has sex for the first time she will calm down abit!!!

ill keep u updated throughout the holidays!!! ciao♥♥♥

2007-03-29T18:43:00.000-10:00

My Wonderful, exciting, joyful, week I wish!

Well this week i have nothing to report nothing happened jack shit!!!!!
Everyday i wake up thinking its the weekend i have memory lose like a fish F***
well i wish i was a fish how cool would it be to be swimming around in the ocean all day with ur friends i was thinking about how cool it would be to be able to fly i mean u could go anywhere in the whole world and never have to worry about accomodation or air fairs cause u could just fly home again.
There are many things in my whole life that im wish i could be or do like i wish i could be a lawyer for a day or a fish or a monkey i have always wanted to be a ballerina since i was like five!!!! but it is never going to happen i also wish that i had a magic wand and that i could control everyone i would make them do so much i often have dreams about it i reckon it would be so cool my dreams are often interesting like the other day i was dreaming about me and jodi just swimming naked in this giant pool and everyone was watching me and jodi just swimming around it was really weird and the hayley was one of those pool toys and me and jodi were throwing her around it was so cool!!!!!

well thats it for this week im really bored but tonight is going to be fun we are going to the battle of the bands its going to be mad!!!!

Ciao everyone

2007-03-22T17:20:00.000-10:00

hehehehe this is my blog hehehe read it NOW NOW NOW plz hehehe

Another hectic week

2007-03-22T16:47:00.000-10:00

Im.. well was sick

On monday, tuesday i was at home sick with tonsillitus damn no SCHOOL such a bummer.....(haha joke)

But the rest of my week was a interesting as any other.......so here i go ready set

MY WEEK.........

Ok so i have to start on

Wednesday:
OK so on wednesday we have sport and i absolutly love sport at the moment i do badmitton and i love it because theres this one guy in my sport and we have just became good friends when we kinda hated each other so yeh its really good at the moment and nothing else happened on wednesday cuz we only have 4 periods so its kinda a bludge which is ok i guess...

Thursday:
Thursday was good because that guy that i have become friends with was looking for me cuz on wednesday i gave him reallly good advice on something important to him and it helped him alot...
do u know what i think, i think that we influence people everyday in our lives by the actions we take.
one little situation has turned one guys life upside down by just a few measley words of advice straight from the horses mouth no joking im not a horse.......(maybe a cow but definatly not a horse lol joking...)

Friday:
well as you should know im at tafe and u should know that because u would read my blog every week to see what i have to say about my life and the issues i have been in through the week well if u havent im at tafe so yeh now u know ok well we had an artist paul come in today to help us with our posters for YOUTH WEEK and me and katie worked together to get a fine product of bricks and muck no not really it actually looked ok until the end when we totally stuffed it up......DAMN
anyways well yeh oh and this weekend im going to tamworth with 2 friends to shop cuz armidale is a hole and i hate it no i dont really but i can pretend too hahaha....

WELL LATA UNTIL NEXT TIME OSTA LA VISTA

Another week in my life!!!!

2007-03-15T16:42:00.000-10:00

एए कैन राइट इन हिंदी हाउ कूल इस ठाटलुक omgosh look i just wrote look im talking in hindi and it came up like that thats cool

On with it ok then!!!!

Monday:
We did nothing but work at school oh no wait thats a lie i played a game of basketball and we played against oxley high school for tamworth and we won by one point it was mad now we play peel high another tamworth school and i think we are going to lose they are really good shooters
and we are good at defence like we can shoot but not as good as them......

Tuesday:
Food tech again it was good we cooked well tried to cook Quich but it didnt work very well because it was still runny in the middle and that is just great NOT being sarcastic here cant you tell am i that serious that u cant tell when i being dumb ok now im just being stupid wat the hell emily shut up.......>>>>my best friend is sitting next to me can u see<<<<<<

Wednesday:
We had sport but i was scoring for basketball so i missed two periods and sport so that was good on wednesday i had quite a bad day cuz of personal reasons and i dont want to talk about it but yeh!!!!

Thursday:
it was a good day we went down town for the new shop openings and i went down with Hayley Jodi and Ben my new boyfriend i really like him and i mean really i dont usually like guys that much when i go out with them i dont know why but this guy i do its wierd and i have no idea how i feel about it all im all confused and stuff i have asked all my friends for advice but they dont know what to say cuz hardley any of them have been in my situation and its really really weird i think i need counsilling on how to deal with it counsilling is spelled wrong but i cant be bothered to change it....

Friday:
Tafe again i love tafe its my escape from school and my hectic life and i do it with gurls i love i have made heaps of new friends and tara is my faviorite out of all the girls then katie then belinda then the rest of them.....its good and it helps me relax and i feel good being there i dont feel judged or anything which is a big boost when im feeling down....

well done for another week...

My Week

2007-03-08T16:39:00.001-10:00

WELL!
WELL!
WELL!

My week at school how to start....

Monday:
Had a good day except for a few mishaps with a couple of boys at school that we sit with,they seem cool when you first get to meet then but I got to close to soon and im kind of sick of them but jodi likes them, Hayley doesnt though and i can't choose between who i want to sit with, well i dont want to have to choose because i love them both the same.Hayley thinks its unfair and that i should choose her over them which im going to do but i dont want to leave jodi with them!!!Dilemma on first day of week gosh Whats to come....!♥

Tuesday:Yay Tuesday my favourite day of the week.In food tech we cooked a three layer chocolate cake, it tasted so good we got top marks for table settings and preperation which is cool we always get top marks excpet when Hayley over does it with the salt like last week we were cooking a roast and Hayley was adding more salt and the lid accidentaly fell off and it was sea salt so its the big chunks so when we were eating it big chunks of salt kept getting stuck in our teeth yuck, well yeah anyways cooking the three layer cake we had a cream fight with wipped cream and then after we had cleaned up and stuff with the Left over cake jodi and hayley started a huge cake fight Jodi had like heaps of cake in her hair and Hayley ended up with big chunks down her top......oh and me and Hayley had a banana fight i smeared it in her ear...

Wednesday:
Badmitton Yay!!!On Wednesdays we have sport in the afternoon i do badmitton for it and me and my close friend mitch have so much fun we havent a clue about how to play but we try. The teacher thinks im like the best player he must be delusional i have never played in my whole life and he keeps praising me for excellent hits and stuff its weird..Nothing much happened apart from sport the guy i like caught my bus i was really happy about that lol>>♥

Thursday:
Nothing happened what so eva today it was the most boringest day in the history of boring excpet for maths which is fun because im in an all girl class because its all the girls that get distracted by the boys so yeh Jodi and Hayley are in there with me but yeh maths was fun and nothing else was....

Friday:
My second fav day of the week..We have this tafe thing that we go to every friday for a semester it is so so so so so much fun.Our leader kris is hilarious she has the funniest laugh in the whole world and its really loud and unexpected to like you could be talk then all of a sudden u hear her laugh and it gives u the shock of ur life.Kris asked me maybe sometime if i would like to babysit for her and i said yes gosh little kids are my life i absolutly love them, they love playing games and so do i, i also just enjoy looking out for them..I cant wait to have children......

WELL THAT WAS MY WEEK TUNE IN NEXT TIME FOR AN UPDATE OF MY KRAZY LIFE♥♥♥

My Week

2007-03-08T16:39:00.000-10:00

Omg.....

A day in the life of a 15 year old teenager hectic!!!!

Monday:
hayley had a bleeding nose in food tech we were making serviete folding shit and hayley used her serviete for her bleeding nose then folded it back up and put it in her food tech folder GROSS...

Tuesday:
absolute shit nothing happened i had trials for opens basketball but all i had to do was put my name down cause they know im good enough to be in the team....

Wednesday:
Sport Detention...
lol jodi got stuck in the library by herslef while me and hayley were sitting having fun in sport detention, sport detention is basically where u go when u dont want to go to sport its a bludge basically.....

Thursday:
Baby sitting lol
its not the baby sitting i was worried about ti was being stuck alone with hayley all night scary scary scary lol never spend a night alone with hayley gosh she is scary when she isnt around other people....

Friday:
Tafe yay we have this new guy helping out with tafe he is so much better than tash i like tash but justin is so much better and he actually participates with us me and hayley luv him.....